I find it the up most annoying that those who are controlled not only let them self be so but also see the need to continue to attack me but to not let me respond in proving them wrong. and it's sad how they are so wrong that they also see the need to try and get more blood on their hands by coming to attack me using different account as if i did not know they were on those account it is rather sad that they wish to have the blood of their hands but this is what happens when those who have no knowledge of the truth let themselves be controlled they end up liking the lie more so then the truth, and thus will believe wholeheartedly in the truth, and those who try to show them what is wrong only get hurt in the end for no matter what when you know the truth those who lie will make sure that they kill you for no one wants to hear the truth after all, and this is true in everything. i just wish i could have done something to help them before it was to late but i guess i am nothing but a failure when it comes to life, after all according to most people around me i'm nothing but a worthless peice of shit, and i know their are some that disagree with that statement, but the thing is that it does feel nice to be told i'm worth something, but deep in my heart i know that i am not, for if i was wouldn't i have something good happen to me? why is it that the good must suffer and the bad get awards? maybe the fact that i suffer is a trail, if so i really hope for it to be over soon, cause i don't know how long i can take the trail for, though i can only hope it ends soon. for who knows how long i take the pain. though only thought that i have to help me get though the days at times is to remember that one i am right, and two if i stay on the right path i will be bond to get rewarded and those who caused me to suffer will get what they deserve. for every pain the reward will be great and for every thfit and lie will the punishment will be great.

on another note i'm writing a summary for a hetalia rpg i wish i could make and let's just say it's long as heck. on and i had my first commission which made me happy and life isn't to good in physical world though i just have to do a lot of hoping and praying that something good goes of it. so yeah.....

P.S. again the need a numb emotion

~~~commissions~~~

one person my style = 15 points

one person free hand = 30 points((i can mix and match pose and make it look like one picture just give me the character and the pose and i will do my best))

two people my style = 25 points

two people free hand = 40

backround is only included if it's in my own style

NOTE: if i don't like a certain topic or pairing i am in my right to decline making a picture for it so please talk to me before hand, thank you.

~~~~~my list of stuff i would want drawen for me~~~~~

<s>cardverse GerMerica [link] </s>

cardverse 2pGerMerica

cardverse PruAus

cardverse 2pFruk

cardverse 2pFrance

Demon Germany/ Angel America

Incubus Prussia/ Encantado FemAustra

germany/chubby america

cybertalia

re-draws of a few of my pictures

~~~~~~~~~~~~for my lazy self~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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